its over for you ,not for me (: *hoping again and again .

shes damn sad now .

i wish i can be there for her rite now.i want to cheer her up,give her some chocs and sweet ,turn on her fav music .i wish it .she had broke off with his boyfiee.idont know the real story .if we'r not fought ,for sure she'l story everytin to me.F ,stay chill ea.i know u're extraordinary girl ,u're strong to face it right.my pray always for you.i miss our sweet moment.i miss the way u story at me bout your probs,i miss the way you texting,i miss the way you laugh ,i miss the way you smell somtin ,i miss the way you cool me down ,yaa.maybe you are not good persuade,but you try very hard .im oke coz your effort ,not coz your word .now , icant repay all her kindness.i cant do what im usually do when shes sad . i really hope our fought will soon end. i cant live like this.im hurt. please walk in to my life back ,i need you.always haert you .i do . yess! i really mean it 

p/s :shes make up back with her boyfiee.damn gladdd .ngee~

i damn sad right now

shes starting to remove me from her life .she had remove me from her siblings at the  fb .err .i really dont expected that .now,ive been live in her shadow .for all things im doin ,il thinking of her .just now ,i went to night market ,everywhere i saw her shadow and our moments .i totally cant forget bout her .before this ,she was my best and closer bestiees ,now ,im just her rivals .yaa .for sure air worry bout me for behaving like this ,but il survive :)

unexpected ?!!!

totally was hurt .motherfuckin hurt :<<

im supposed to post somtin that express my feeling on how deep i am missing aten .but icant.ive to change.ive heard some bad news.it hurt me .yaa,for sure im crying .i never thought she would said damn word to me .i dont know why shes doin this..iheart her so so so so so so much .only ALLAH & me know how deep my love for her .we both have been through manything together .either bad or good.we passed it patiently .we both know we have for each other.and suddenly its over .its gone in a blink of an eyes.our friendship is no longer exist for her.according to me it never end ,but for her,our friendship is safely buried in the grave full of revenge and hate.

.dear ,,why must you do this to me? do you still dont satisfied of what u had saying to me before*cibai.bangang.lancau.lahanat ? have you ever think on why im not reply all your words and said back to you?have you ?its all coz of  i heartyouu .even you had said that you will not befriend with me anymore ,but il never stop hoping .everyday il pray for us.although not as closer than before ,its oke .as long as we'r still friend ..

last word ,imiss you .please forgive all my mistake.il try to accept the fact that u are walk away from me.

but i never stop hoping that you will walk into my life one day .amin

dear , iheart you.forever,never end.