25th of august supposed to be a greatest day ever .but it didnt happened.why haa ?mostly because of them .they're not aceppting me as a friend.i had apologize to them but then they're ignoring me.im totally like a fool when im following them without being invited.i dont know why theyre doing that.all the things that ive planned ruined by itself becuase im no longer have a feeling on doing that .my plan was to sit down with them ,having a nice conversation ,restart our friendship ,told them all my stories that i never make it to do it before.but too bad ,it all didnt happen .im totally down .id like to cry on that time ,but i hold ,i never want to cry in front of zul .and now ,il celebrate eid's days without them .how im supposed to face it? i cant imagine how bad condition il be during raya .YA ALLAH ,i hope you'l give some strengths to survive in this sad condition .amin .