what to do ?

this girl were just like me now --'

i hope i have someone right now,to help me settle my problems by hug me all the time till my tears is no longer falling down *haha.i know its too much .but that all i can think to cool me after reciting alquran for sure. .im in a stuck situation .i dont know what to choose,who to believe.the situation are not on my side right now. one more problem,the school .i dont know either to stay or move on to new school . the teachers encourage me to move on ,but family rather me to stay.while me ,i want to split off myself into two part,one for samura,the others for smkpb .its fair.nobody hurt,except for me.both school have it own advantage,samura ,new friends and atmosphere ,but il be missing my loving besties at pb .grr.for real ,i hate to be in this situation right now.but i cant go out easily without settle it first.it wont over if i just left.people keep pushing me to decide.they absolutely dont know how i feel.they should be with me and cheer me up ,not burst me off.emo already :) suddenly ,i miss my nanny,hee.she will treat me an ice cream if im sad .

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dear shooting star ,could you come to malaysia tonight ,to fulfill my wish ?

i wish that i never have this problems and when i wake up tomorrow ,its all cleared .

ting ting !oke .haha.nothing happen.mira ,stop dreaming ,thinks something .this things such a burden to you .so ,make it fast .
smile :)