three differ f e e l i n g s ? ? ?

 eager :)

back to school ! i meet all  my friends after a long long long long long time .oke. that's mean very long and cant describe by word .haha . miss them all .heart them all . quite dissapointed when i cant meet with someone that i totally miss .haih ,but im grateful because my wish is come true. today ,i woke up quite late ,6.30 .HAHA.watcha say ,first day ,and im late.but i still can perform my subuh prayers .how pro i am right?  :P .then ,daya text ,she said she want to go to the school along with me ,while waiting ,i saw my cutie lappy are staring wildly at me ,im thinking of snap some picture using webbie. haih .ashamed --' cant expect that il do that .after all quite interesting .haha .mira mira ,daya calling. im chaotic .with the pc on. then i just let it be .as long as my name are not to be wrote in the yellow card for being late. :P

haha.ugly .erk :/ 

sad :(

why ?because all my friend are leaving me .im all alone at that school now .i hate to accept that fact .ive no motivation at all to study .i know that not suppose to be an obstacle ,but i just cant .they are my rainbow to colour my white paper for my study .i wont get that flying colour result without them .
here they are :(

jannah <3 ,tun perak .glad can meet her before shes movin

aten & lel ,both convent .damn missing you.

F <3 ,undecide.id like to school with her,but i wait for my SMS .

lastly ,im confuse :/

i need to choose between my studies or my leg .
leg , i cant walk for almost one month or maybe two then i cant go to school.for sure it effect my studies :(


studies : i can learn and having my sweet time at the school .but it will have some effect on my leg someday if im not undergo the surgeries.


this is my first year for me to learn add math phy chem bio ,it'l be hard .i dont have any basics .i want a better future.so i need to balance .right ? --'