unexpected ?!!!

totally was hurt .motherfuckin hurt :<<

im supposed to post somtin that express my feeling on how deep i am missing aten .but icant.ive to change.ive heard some bad news.it hurt me .yaa,for sure im crying .i never thought she would said damn word to me .i dont know why shes doin this..iheart her so so so so so so much .only ALLAH & me know how deep my love for her .we both have been through manything together .either bad or good.we passed it patiently .we both know we have for each other.and suddenly its over .its gone in a blink of an eyes.our friendship is no longer exist for her.according to me it never end ,but for her,our friendship is safely buried in the grave full of revenge and hate.

.dear ,,why must you do this to me? do you still dont satisfied of what u had saying to me before*cibai.bangang.lancau.lahanat ? have you ever think on why im not reply all your words and said back to you?have you ?its all coz of  i heartyouu .even you had said that you will not befriend with me anymore ,but il never stop hoping .everyday il pray for us.although not as closer than before ,its oke .as long as we'r still friend ..

last word ,imiss you .please forgive all my mistake.il try to accept the fact that u are walk away from me.

but i never stop hoping that you will walk into my life one day .amin

dear , iheart you.forever,never end.